I know how I'll get there.
I'm afraid of going it alone.
Another confession. Crimes of the Heart auditions at Baton Rouge Little Theater are this Monday and Tuesday. I usually don't get nervous for an audition until a couple hours before, sometimes the morning of. But the event just showed up in my "Upcoming Events" sidebar on Facebook and I suddenly got very nervous. Like, need-to-take-a-pill-to-sleep-tonight kind of nervous. I NEVER get this nervous. I don't know why I'm so nervous now.
Well, actually, I do...
I worked at the theater this past summer (which, by the way, was the best job that anyone could ever ask for), but I haven't been onstage since last May. I made a conscious decision to not do any theater my first semester of college so that I could focus on school, which was the right decision. But that also means that it has been 188 days since I have performed onstage. And I miss it! I'm going crazy without it! I NEED IT.
*sigh* Well, I guess we shall see if this works out in my favor. I really hope so. It would be nice if something would work out in my favor.
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